everything just gonna messed up

bonjour♥

loooong time not write this blooog. how missed i am <3
oke. i'm gotta falling down right now, crush, brokeeen HAHAHAHAHA -,- damn it, it makes me stressfullllll and look at my poor face, so many acnes grow up in there T.T i broke-up with someone since 2 days ago. honestly, i do not want this happen, i love him, i missed him, truly madly deeply love him. but my friend teelin something bad to me about him. so? who's matter about my feelin right now? you? no. i guess no. Life's been really crazy on my side and it's occupying my mind a lot.
In life, there will always be things, or people, that make us cry, that betray us, that steal from us. But let go. Let go of the anger, the grudge. An unhappy moment in life, is just another moment among other moments to come. Let go and move on.

and now, this is too hard to clean up every moment every detail about you. i'm not people who can easily forgetted a people who make my days get so better. i dont care if you're just judge me do so excessive, i dont care.

THE BEST QUOTE:
"The best boyfriend isn't the best looking, funniest, or richest. its the one who'll make you feel gorgeous, hilarious, and loves you best"


merci♥

30 12 2010........

bonjour♥

helloooooooo. iw i sooo missed this blog. uda jarang kesentuh lagi, giliran diperluin aja baru nulis kayak sekarang :D
aduh gila. yang pertama, tahun 2010 uda bakal berakhir bok! bytheway, that's will be the last year to me be a student *amin* gak tau deh desember depan aku uda jadi mahasiswi dimana.

banyak banget cerita. terlalu banyak. so i just can say thank you for this year, god.. i really has done with this year.
dan sekarang, tanggal 30 12 2010. hmm. actually, that's a special day. but ah ya never mind.
oke so see you next time in 2011. 2011, please be nice year to meeeh O:)

merci♥

BIG THANK YOUUUU!!

bonjour!!

how lucky i am having you areeee! mom dad brother sister, my beloved friends, really you're the best i have ever!! thank youuu thank you big thank you so much for today! thank you god :)))))♥♥♥♥♥








merci!!

hello 18!!!!!

bonjour!!!

yey happy birthdaaaay borndaaaay bestdaaaaay to me!! welcome 18!



so my wish are : pass my highschool, get university, make my dad and mom proud, and in my 23, go to jermaaannn looking for 'bule' husband ehe, moving and live with my husband and having 4 children. enough :D.



merci!!!

bye my seventeen

bonjour!!!!

oke beberapa menit lagi umur aku akan meninggalkan angka



sedih-sayang-gak mauuuuuuu. karena gak mungkin bangettt kalo bakal kejadi kayak



but its oke. that's only about 'age'. i just think mmm wow. no matter how old i am, but matter with, when i can be a mature in my age. so thank you for my seventeen, god. so many things happen, happines that u give to me, ur problem and u still give me sooo many people who love me. thank you thank you thank you thank youuuuu. give me more more moreeeeee than seventeen, okey?


big hug and kisses,
merci!!

when i look at you-miley cyrus

bonjour!

everybody needs inspiration,
everybody needs a soul
a beautiful melody
when the nights so long..

cause there is no guarantee
that this life is easy…

yea when my world is falling apart
when there’s no light to break up the dark
that's when i..i..i look at you
when the waves, are flooding the shore and i can’t
find my way home anymore
that's when i..i..i look at you..

when i look at you i see forgiveness
i see the truth
you love me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right there where they belong
and i know i’m not alone..

you appear just like a dream to me,
just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
all i need every breath that i breathe
don’t you know,u’re beautiful…


i love this song so much <3
merci!

the last 'puasa'

bonjour!

ma-lem! bagaimana kabar? kangen! *peluk*
lusa, hmm bukan. besok tepatnya, lebaran! idul fitri! gak sabar! tapi gak rela juga. gak tau kenapa ni, rasa-rasanya *agak* berat ninggalin bulan puasa. aku suka segala rutinitas bulan puasa, dari mulai begadang menjelang sahur, sahur, solat subuh yang jadi lebih sering, nyari makanan buat buka, duduk bareng-ngumpul sekeluarga makan pas buka, teraweh, sahur lagi dan begitu seterusnya. tahun depan? dan tahun-tahun seterusnya? wuaaaah pasti bakalan beda :(((((

oke sekarang baru jam 2 malem. belum ngantuk. daripada mati gaya nunggu sahur, aku mau nonton channing tatum saja ƪ(♥ε♥)ʃ
g'nite my sweeties rock-y! love ya <3


merci!